Police. They're everywhere. Sejak sebelum hari mengundi lagi dah banyak post-post traffic light yang diaorang 'conquer'. Tambah lah di hari mengundi, di atas jalan tu penuh dengan diaorang aje.

By-election kali ni walaupun kawasan aku tak terlibat tetapi auranya tetap terasa. Keluar nak pergi kerja aku dan ternampak polis-polis berdiri tercegat kat kawasan traffic light tu. Averagenya two policeman with each traffic light area. Dankalau masuk kawasan Bukit Mertajam pulak, ada satu area tu, polis buat markas. Memang bersusun lah trak/jip/kereta polis kat situ. Sama jugak keadaannya macam by-election untuk kawasan adun Penanti dulu.

Tapi masa nak mengundi untuk Parlimen dulu, memang lain. Lain banyak polis & FRU. Masa by-election tu, memang aku terlibat terus-menerus. Tapi... terlibat untuk mengundi aje.

Memang havoc sungguh time tu. Nanti ada masa akan diceritakan...

Assalamualaikum,


-tulip-

"Many women experience weight gain during the premenstrual phase or the two weeks immediately before their periods. Some of this weight gain is temporary and is caused by fluid retention in the body resulting from hormonal changes."

Two days before, jarum penunjuk timbang tu menghala ke satu nombor. Dan tadi, jarum penunjuk tu menghala ke nombor lain pulak. Bukannya pengurangan tapi penambahan. Lebih dari 2lbs. Aku suspect aku sedang bloating & gaining weight since 'due' aku dalam this week. Setahu aku perkara ni normal pada setiap perempuan.

Dan... berat aku bukannya sedang bertambah kan? After all this is over, berat aku akan kembali seperti sebelum ni, right?

Sometimes I felt like giving up...
Coz this... isn't really my thing...
It's not even my choice...
And I still wonder how my life turn out to be this way...
How I can be 'something' that I had never ever dream of...

Sometimes I took the time...
And look back to the things I had done...
At that time, the thing that I did was purely for fun...

Sometimes it keeps nagging at the back of head...
Is this a gift or just my luck...